Thursday, August 28, 2008

A little Help Maybe

So, I have been working on my new house, tring to pack the other house and working so everything lately has been super crazy and busy.
I came to work yesterday morning and there were two puppies outside, I knew they were not even a year old yet. A lot of people around here were scared and would not go by them. So me being who I am I went to them. They were both females that were just real lovers, and didn't want anything other then attention. The receptionist had called animal control to come pick them up. I told everyone if they would let me I would take them home until I could find them a home, I hate animal control. The maintance men came to get the dogs to put them up until animal control came. I told the guy Jody if they are going to put them to sleep DO NOT let them leave here. I will take them home. I can not deal with babies being put to sleep. So, when the person came to get them they told him, "They are no longer a kill sheltor." So he let them go. I called and the lady who answered the phone told me if no one came to clam them in the next three days they WOULD put them to sleep. I asked her if I could leave my # with them and if no one claimed them then I would come back to get them. She told me I could not do that. I would have to come down there and fill out a adoption sheet for them. I went home last night had conversations with people, cried about it and so on. I really had it set in my head I was going to let it go, I already have 2 dogs and 2 cats and really cannot take in anymore animals.
I woke up this morning and could not get it all out of my mind. Some how as I was driving on my lunch break today I ended up at the sheltor. I went inside and waited to see if I could put my name on them so that way they would not be put to sleep. I figure even if I didnt get them then they would still have some more time to find a home then if they were put to sleep. They lady at the front desk was rude and was not helpful at all. She said she did not know if they had them, she said she was not sure if they came in. The security guy was helping me though. He asked this other guy to help me, he said he could not because he was busy. I was the only one in there and I wish I could tell someone where I woke Im busy I can't help you right now. Finally, the lady said just walk her throught there and see if she sees the dogs. Get their ID #'s. We walk thgough all these sad eyes and heavy hearts. I wish I could save them all. We were getting to the end and I finally seen them. I started to talk and they went crazy, I pet them got their little numbers and then filled out the paperwork to try to get them out of their jail sentance.
They are pit/lab mixes but their temperment is more like a lab then a pit. They said they would have to do a back ground check on me since you know they are part pits and we live in good ole' Memphis the pitbull fighting captial of America I swear. So now we will wait and see I already found one a home, I just need to find the other one a home.
I am only writting this because it just burns my ass how people do with animals. No human being in this world can love unconditionally. But Animals can. Because there are people on death row who have been there for years for killing others and have no real soul, yet they are fed and taken care of through our tax dollars. But a puppy who should have a chance of love in this world only has three days before it is put to sleep. Where are the minds of people in this world. I say put the killers on death row in a cage and have them wait to be killed. Im sorry I just love animals of all kinds there is not one animal in my house now that was not rescued from a sheltor or a life on the street. My girls are fixed, but the boys aren't(cats) but they never, and I do mean NEVER go outside. But they will be fixed to soon.
I know this has been long but this is pure thought running out of my head. I hope everyone else is doing good.

Thursday, August 21, 2008


Im so sleepy today. Why? Really I have no idea. I don't feel like thinking I don't feel like listening to the non sense of the people I work with right now. I can't explain them and really dont have the energy to explain them.
Now, for a good note that has made me so excited. I have finally found another house to rent a nice house. I will be renting it from a friend of mines moma. So she is letting me paint it the colors I want. I have been there every day when I get off work to get it ready. I will be moving in in October. Which is really exciting. Here is a picture of the front of it.

I just can't wait to get there and start playing in the yard too. I will have more pictures once I start to do all that I want to do.
I know this has not been the greatest post but like I said I am so sleepy.
Hugs & Kisses!

Monday, August 11, 2008

ah, the weekends gone.

I had a super weekend, it was very relaxing to say the least. No drama, No fights, No aggervations. It was almost perfect. The best part of this weekend was watching the openning cerimonies of the 2008 Olympics. Did y'all watch it? I know it looked awesome on T.V. I could only imagine what it would have been like to be there in person. The funniest part though is I have never really been into the Olympics, Never really watched it or cared to. But this year so far it is the only thing you will catch me watching. I'm definatly addicted.
Now to more sombering news, I loved Bernie Mac, and am very sad that he is no longer with us. I know we are born and we will leave this earth, but sometimes it feels as if the time people do have here is to short. Yes, they make a great impact, however how much more could the impact be if there time was not up. I hope that his family is doing well. I hope that all the prayers in the world bring some comfort to them in their time of greiving.
When I die, all everyone has to do is just throw a huge party. Just be happy that I am in a better place. Be happy that I got to live the life I did. I want there to be dancing and drinking, and just a huge party. No, tears just laughter. I will still be looking down at the world.
That was a lot more then I thought I had in my head to write. I hope this week is great for everyone, I hope that you all laugh, and smile and love the people surrounding you.
Kisses & Hugs.

Friday, August 8, 2008


Im not really sure what to talk about. How this week has been strange. But how I am happy it is almost over. In the past week I have quit a friendship that was bringing way to much drama into my life. I think I do this thing ever couple of years. It is like a evaluation of me, my life, and the people in my life. I decide where do I want to go? What type of person am I wanting to be? What are my morals and values now that I have learned more about life, and so on. At this point when I start to do this I start to also look at the people who surround my life. My mom says (like tons of people) You are like those who you surround your self with. Well, this paticular person has been a friend for a long time, however he lies so much, that I was time & time again pulled into it. I decieded that I don't lie, so there for I don't want to be assoicated with someone who is nothing but a lie. I voiced how I felt and that is that. Sometimes it sucks to loose friends but it is better to know who you are and what you want. Eliminate what is not working in your life. Eliminate what is holding you back from reaching your whole potential.

I am not perfect by any means, but I am always trying to better myself as a human in this world. I don't need anymore then life it's self standing in my way. I do not go out and seek drama, so I really don't want it when it is placed in my lap.

So my letter of good bye to all the bad. It was nice and fun while it lasted but there comes a point where I have to be happy. Happy with myself, happy with my life. Yes it will be hard not to talk to you everyday. Yes it will be hard to not have you to lean on. At the same time I am like a cat I always land on my feet with a smile. So I wish you the best. The best is what I will become.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Im starting fresh.

I had a blog that people were starting to get a little out of control on. So I erased it and decided to start new somewhere, where no one can hopefully find me. If you know me you know me, I have had a lot I blogged about that I wish I still had to put on here but I dont. I will explain more later.